Leave a comment and I'll:

a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours, AND...
g) I'll refer you to a psychiatrist who will help you to cope with all the time you've spent with me. m(_ _)m sorry for breaking your myndz!

- but in return, you must post this in your journal. ('course, I don't expect you to do number g for your journal...unless, of course, you need to )

Sad To Say, As Time Passed By, I Realized Something. I Grew. So Did Everyone Around Me. And Although I Am No Longer The Girl I Once Thought I Was... Growing Up Has Taught Me Plenty Of Things.

And I Am Afraid That My Tastes, My Likes, My Dislikes, Everything About Me, Has Changed As Well. Not Drastically, But Enough That I May Seem Like A Stranger At First Glance. So, With A Heavy Heart, I Shall Make The Following Announcement.

This DeviantArt Exists As The Only Link To My Past Now. A Window To The Person Once Known As A'Vriil, April, Athena, Baby Angel Makoto, Neigh Neigh, Whatever Alias You All Knew Me By.

And With That, I Bid You All A Sad Yet Content Farewell. For I Feel That I No Longer Need To Live In My Past To Get On With My Future. Thank You All For Understanding And The Good Times. Perhaps, I Shall Return Once In A While. But When Or Where, That Is Yet To Be Known.

But, If The Need Arises, Or You Simply Wish To Continue Being My Friend, I Can Be Reached At The Following:

Email: A.Vriil@Hotmail.Com
Site: Crimson Liquid = [link] (Still Under Construction)
LJ: XXIV - II = [link] (I Am Here Frequently, Almost Everyday. Best Way To Contact Me.)

Once More, Adieu.

[♠] © Twilight Sanctuary Productions '07 [♠]

NOTE: BEFORE I START THIS QUIZ, PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS ME BEING HONEST AND I CAN UNDERSTAND IF YOU CHOOSE NOT TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH ME NO MORE AFTER READING. WITH THAT SAID, F THE MOTHAS WHO THINK THEY HIGH AND MIGHTY AND LOOK DOWN AT MY PAST.

The rules:
1. post these rules
2. each tagged person must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. tagged people should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end post 8 more deviants you tag
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

My facts?

1) I like... nay... LOVE blood! Freakin vampire tendencies. Hell, I might BE a vampire... The sleeping late, the feasting... Mmmm good!
2) I have that appeal that makes people confess things to me... And I can't break their confidentiality... So I am living with their memories...
3) I am extremely loyal
4) I am honest and trustworthy
5) I have a shady and VERY bad past
6) I am extremely patient
7) I am a great listener
8) I value friendship over family... considering my friends ARE my family and my brother (Kai) and one of my sisters (Jaymee) are my family only.... I don't care for the other lot

Anyone who reads this is now tagged! I wanna learn more odd facts!

-Quiz Two! How bad are you?-
1. Smoked. [X] (Tried it... DIdn't Like It)
2. Consumed alcohol. [X] (Oh yeah!!!!!)
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. [X]
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [X]
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [X]
6. Had sex. [X] (the shame!)
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [X]
8. Watched porn. [X] (LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! xD)
9. Bought porn. [X] (For a friend)
10. Done drugs. (BIG FUCKING NO NO)
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

1. Taken painkillers. [X]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [X]
3. Lied to your parents. [X] (Who Hasn't)
4. Lied to a friend. [X] (YES)
5. Been to rehab.
6. Done something illegal. [... X ...]
7. Cut yourself. [X] (My Painkiller)
8. Hurt someone. [X] (On purpose too)
9. Been to a club. [X]
10. Seen someone die. [X] (Too Many Times)
TOTAL SO FAR: 9 + 9 = 18

1. Missed curfew. [X]
2. Stayed out all night. [X]
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. [X]
4. Been to a therapist. [X]
5. Snuck out of the house. [X]
6. Dyed your hair. [X]
7. Received a ticket. [X]
8. Been in an accident. [x]
9. Wished someone to die. [x]
10. Been to a bar. [X]
TOTAL SO FAR: 18 + 10 = 28

1. Been to a wild party. [X]
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [X]
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [X] (I Lived In Florida)
5. Sniffed anything. [X] (I sniff my food)
6. Wore black nail polish. [X]
7. Wore arm bands. [X] (To cover my cuts)
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [X]
9. Listened to rap. [X]
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL SO FAR: 28 + 8 = 36

1. Dressed Gothic. [X]
2. Dressed prep. [X]
3. Dressed punk. [X]
4. Dressed grunge. [X]
5. Stole something. [X]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. [X] (Too many freakin times)
7. Blacked out. [X]
8. Fainted. [X]
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [X]
TOTAL SO FAR: 36 + 9 = 45

1. Snuck into someone else's room. [X]
2. Had a crush on your friend. [X]
3. Been to a concert.
4. Dry-humped someone. [X]
5. Been called a slut. [X] (Among Other Things)
6. Called someone a slut. [X]
7. Installed speakers in your car.[X]
8. Broken a mirror. [X]
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. [X]
10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush. [X]
TOTAL SO FAR: 45 + 9 = 54

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [X]
3. Cruised the mall. [X]
4. Skipped school. [X]
5. Had surgery. [X]
6. Had an injury. [X]
7. Gone to court. [X]
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. Caught something on fire. [X]
10. Lied about your age. [X]
TOTAL SO FAR: 54 + 8 = 62

1. Owned/rented an apartment. [X]
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. [X]
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. [X]
4. Got in trouble with the police. [X]
5. Talked to a stranger. [X]
6. Hugged a stranger.[X]
7. Kissed a stranger.[X]
8. Rode in the car with a stranger.[X]
9. Been harassed. [X]
10. Been verbally harassed. [X]
TOTAL SO FAR: 62 + 10 =72

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. [X]
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [X]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [X]
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [X]
5. Been to a fair. [X]
6. Been called a bad influence. [X]
7. Drink and drive. [X]
8. Prank-called someone. [X]
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. [X]
10. Cheated on a test. [X]
TOTAL SO FAR: 72 + 10 = 82

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]

I GOT "[I'm a horrible person.]" WHO DID NOT SEE THAT COMING!? SERIOUSLY!

someone told me it would be better if i don't try to remember them...

great thing to say to someone who is grasping for sanity, huh?

Title: Crazy Love
Artist: Kim Chiu

I hate the way you walk
Hate the way you talk
Hate the way you look at me

I hate the way you smile
Hate those big brown eyes
Cause I know they're not for me

Cause we can never be
More than friends
And it hurts me
Every time I close my eyes
All I see is you

(Chorus)
And this crazy love
Crazy love
Oh this crazy love
Crazy love

I hate thinkin of you
cause everytime i do
I just keep on missing you

and I hate the way I feel
everytime your near
cause its feels like time is standing still

but we can never be
More than friends
And it hurts me
Every time I close my eyes
All I see is you

(chorus)
and this crazy love
crazy love
oh this crazy love
crazy love

I hate it when you're blue
And how I cared for you
Hate the way my heart desires

And I hate those sleepless nights
And the pain I kept inside
But I keep on
Pretending it's alright

but we can never be
more than friends
and it hurts me
everytime i close my eyes
all I see is you

(chorus)
And this crazy love
Crazy love
Oh this crazy love
Crazy love

I don't know what to do
Hate me for loving you
Cause I know it's wrong for
Me to say....I love you...

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I'm workin on either a poem or a story using the theme in this song... I don't know why but listening to this song seems to hurt me alot...