As most people know, I play this MMORPG known as MapleStory. I own a guild there with 18 members in them (excluding myself). The guild's name is DragonReign. We play in Khaini world. In the gMS version (American Version). [link] is the site and click on the MS Banner.

So being a guild mistress is hard work that is why I have 5 Doragons (Jr. Masters) working for me and WITH me... I know, I am hella active in the guild. More so than my members xD

Anyways, I am currently drawing the Guild Emblem... I mean we have an IN GAME emblem... But I mean like a Guild Emblem that we can post in myspace and the guild site and the guild forum...

After I finish it, I will post it up here and all that good stuph. Then maybe I can start doing some photography, drawing, and poetry/stories again.

Its not that I am slacking off and all that. It's just that my stories are all about... bluntly put, sm3x. That's it. I get requests from my friends so I write them the stories (real and anime) to their liking and most of time it has sm3x from front to back, start to end... So I can't post it here.

Not to mention life is hectic at the moment... But I am managing...

So I also took up photography... I mean... I worked as a Photo Lab Tech for almost a year... I am BOUND to take up photography... And I have written like... 3 to 4 poetry in the past month or so... I just haven't put it up yet... I don't really draw anymore unless something hits me that I like... so...

Anything else going on? Um... No... Not really... Just... About to start a new job and trying to get adjusted to it... And trying to go back to college the right way and taking the right course... I haven't played VGs in like... MONTHS... Trying to keep the friends that I have now...

Um... I am boyfriend-less because of a bad BAD break up with my last one... Darn... Really though he was the one... We already knew we wanted to be together forever and have kids and get married and all that about 1 year into the relationship... But hey... after 8 years... We just... We broke up because we fought too much and he said somethings and I said some things that wasn't going to be easily forgotten... No matter HOW MUCH he apologizes... Altho he did try to talk to me about two days ago and said he wanted a second chance... And I told him, I can't... I am in the beginning stages of building my life... Of finding myself... I already have too much to do and so much more to accomplish... Having to add "relationship" in my plans would be too much for me and I would break once more... He understands that we can only be friends right now... He's there for me and he wants to support me... So I guess it can't be that bad if I decide to let him linger around the edges... right? I hope I am right...

And just basically... Trying to juggle life... I never knew it could ever be this hectic or hurtful... But I am slowly (but surely) making some kind of progress... Somewhere down the road, I will have a stable life where I can balance everything... Like... do 20,000 things in one day and still have a complete 8 hours sleep at the end of the day thing...

Someday, right?