Well, I can understand why they said that though. The memories are most likely painful.

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ѕσмєdαу ι’ℓℓ вє ℓσѕт αиd fσяgσттєи.

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The Truth Is Too Beautiful To Let Die And Too Monstrous To Set Free.

But... not knowing every part of my life is like missing a piece... it can never fully be healed... I rather get all than bits and pieces...

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[+] The Life And Times Of A\'Vriil - [link] [+]
[+] Awesome Club, Raw Em0tion - [link] [+]
[+] The bestest sisseh is Twilite! - [link] [+]

Like a puzzle . . .
I suppose then, that you won't feel complete until you find these pieces then . . .

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ѕσмєdαу ι’ℓℓ вє ℓσѕт αиd fσяgσттєи.

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The Truth Is Too Beautiful To Let Die And Too Monstrous To Set Free.

no one can ever be complete when a piece is missing... they will always feel inadequate and this person's denial of me is... that piece...

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[+] The Life And Times Of A\'Vriil - [link] [+]
[+] Awesome Club, Raw Em0tion - [link] [+]
[+] The bestest sisseh is Twilite! - [link] [+]

Perhaps this denial . . . you must work for acceptance.

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ѕσмєdαу ι’ℓℓ вє ℓσѕт αиd fσяgσттєи.

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The Truth Is Too Beautiful To Let Die And Too Monstrous To Set Free.

Yes, I have worked for that acceptance... I know I have. I always do when I meet someone knew... But if she wishes to deny me... Then I suppose I do not have to force her and I am force to roam without her...

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[+] The Life And Times Of A\'Vriil - [link] [+]
[+] Awesome Club, Raw Em0tion - [link] [+]
[+] The bestest sisseh is Twilite! - [link] [+]

If someone wishes not to accept you, you have no other choice but to accept that.
There are others who will accept you. Does just this one person matter that much to you?

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ѕσмєdαу ι’ℓℓ вє ℓσѕт αиd fσяgσттєи.

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The Truth Is Too Beautiful To Let Die And Too Monstrous To Set Free.

Not as much as my bestfriends... but she knows so much about me that its scary... She tells me all these things I don't remember... So it feels like she knows me... somewhat... So... yeah, it bothers me to burn another bridge when I have burned so many...

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[+] The Life And Times Of A\'Vriil - [link] [+]
[+] Awesome Club, Raw Em0tion - [link] [+]
[+] The bestest sisseh is Twilite! - [link] [+]

hem, I told that to you, because there was so many things, and recently, you didn't want to talk to me, share your problems with me, and now you don't remember anything of all those things...
so I don't know any more...


and, if this da-journal isn't about me, sorry, I missunderstood..

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Life is just a masquerade. In dept to myself but I can't pay...